Sunday, 2 October 2011

50

No... I am not turning 50 soon. I am too young to be called an auntie. My hair and my body are in good condition.. I sound like a car.

My closest friend said that I am half a century .. so old. I have to agree when I am unwell or too tired.My inner feelings of 50 is like a fruit salad.. a sweet dish consisting of small pieces of different life experience from childhood to adulthood.Marriage came and went... so very fast. I will have tons to write
but at fifty, i choose to see goodness in every possible situation which allowed me to have inner strength and joy.I am trying my best to be at heart of who I am.

I have LEARNT:
a) to spread kindness and smile

b) Be WHO I am REALLY.

c) Enjoy what i am doing in gym and Zumba. YIPEE!

d)Try my best NOT to Dwell on the past of unhappiness.

e)Try not to harbour grudges and find  a way to move forward( SUSAH LO)

In conclusion... turning 50 is tough but I think all the bullshit is gone... I will embrace it with an open heart and mind.

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