Scream out loud

I am beside myself. I worked hard in my work place putting on a smile. I am overwhelmed but I kept them inside me. I can't bear it at times. At times, I throw my bag on the floor. 


There is always paper work to attend plus long meetings with no impact.


Coming home to house work is toxic. There is mess everywhere. It's not good enough I want to throw the whole lot out of the windows. On bad days, I want to throw something and scream and curl in the corner and disappear and go away for a long long time.I do need to SCREAM SCREAM why should I have this not FAIR......
After gym , I will view my house work differently. I know I am tired, burnt out but I will be usual self after food.