Freedom

Driven by the desire to create new possibilities in life, I am breaking out from a partnership of 26 yrs. Why did it take me so long?

For those who think badly of me, I offer no apologises. As I recall the 26 yrs of this union, I was never happy even from the beginning. Being  limited at home, it curb my happiness just a bird in a cage which refused to sing. Like a garden left unattended surely even weeds refused to grow .

In the darkest moment, I felt like taking my life away. Talking to friends did not help instead, I was laughed at . They did not understand my pain so twisted in my soul.I thought by sharing, they will provide a shoulder to cry on.They assumed that I brought problems to work and not mature enough to handle. No.. i didnot want their advise but ears. How fake they were. An experience which I regretted. As I moved on to new environment, I kept numb not telling much abt the failed marriage but It was bottled up. After so many yrs, I have grown to be a mature person handing my problems wisely ... a living proof that problems are better left at home.

In 2012, i pray to God that I will lead a happier life leaving him, the house and starting ALL over by myself.